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These are my pages going on and on...leaving nothing to chance but one simple glance...read if you must...confirm in your own mind...seeing what I see that which I reveal in my heart...feel what needs to be felt...its a new day its a new start...all poems are copyright for Silver Feathers Hawk...anyone else caught steeling will be severely punished
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"October Skies" Oct 3, 2009 6:58 pm
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October skies, chill in the air…longing for warmth, where are you, why are you not there?

Whispering winds playing with my hair, gently caressing my skin…your arms wrapped around me, feeling you deep with in.

Heart is not sure what to do…longing to feel all of you.

Leaves changing colors falling to the ground…the crispness in the air waiting to be found…words escape me when I see him standing there…how can this be…his smile is engulfing all of me…I can only stare.

Feel the coolness of the breeze…feeling his presence all around me…turning to search, looking beyond ones dream…is it so hard to ask….please do not leave…so close to ones grasp…again why is it so hard say..I feel you so close to me…cannot wait another day.

Walking into the woods gathering kindling for a fire…feelings of emotion running through my head…thinking of what might happen if we crossed paths with just that one touch…Elation, excitement, words cannot say…the rustling of the trees bring me back to reality…Was this a dream? Have my thoughts run wild?

I cannot stop thinking of him wondering what will happen next. Stopping in my tracks, I listen to a sound of footsteps pounding on the ground, coming closer, should I hide, or should I be found…October skies open up to bringing laughter to ones life.

Looking for something deeper more meaningful and sure. Wind gliding through the trees I pray the footsteps will be you, coming to me. Turning my head to the sky, I close my eyes and say my prayer. Please Dear God let it be true, bring my lover, my peace of mind, bring my happiness for all eternity, bring my soul the other half of me, the man that will finally make me whole. Who will love me for who I am as well as being my best friend…

The crispness in the are is crackling with feelings the feelings only two lovers can share…



Silver Feathers Hawk

October 1, 2009
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"Dream" May 25, 2009 4:45 pm
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Where is my lover I have missed him so and don't know what to do...am missing you...feelings so blue...missing you the way I do, life has no feelings with out you
wondering if he is alright...wondering where he will be tonight...close my eyes with thoughts of him in my dreams...asking what does this all mean...I see him slowly walking this way...words lost...can't think of what else to say
wish I may wish I might wishing he was here with me tonight...hearts pounding rhythm gone haywire...blood boils skin is on fire....kisses soft, sensual and sure...kisses so deep tongues do the dance and wraps around me he sleeps
tears begin to flow...missing him so...sleep takes over dreams of him come to view...looking all around me so lost I don't know what to do...I see glimmers of him in my sleep...while in my slumber I roll over and wanting him next to me...thunder sounds...rocking the ground...hearts pounding reaching for him where is he now...fear takes over dreams begin...struggling to come awake...missing him too much to take...looking near and far...looking asking just where you are...dreams taking me further inside...looking searching...don't want to hide...I see him standing before me...looking deep into those ice blue eyes...looking deep and asking him why....reaching out to him trying to hold on...reaching out for fear he will be gone...looking into his eyes...kissing him deep the dance we dance is in our sleep...can I fall for him can I dream...will he will he come to me...will we be as one...will we be together warm under the sun...dreams I dream...his face comes closer...I feel him so much closer to me...

Silver Feathers Hawk
5/25/09
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"Come Home" May 18, 2009 7:52 am
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The 8th Regimental Combat Team
are made up of men and women fighting
this crazy war, they are more than what it seems

Lt.J.Henry is going back over to this insanity
but doing so to fight for our freedom
doing so gladly for you and for me

These brave soldiers no matter what branch they
serve, does it really matter, they get no recognition
its a shame that those against this war look upon
these young men and women as if they are dirt
Those against it will complain and grumble and groan
yet they won't step up to the plate to ensure
for these soldiers safe return.

Instead of complaining look around you still,
men and women like that of Lt.J.Henry, E4 M.R.Enzor
who fight for what you have now so your homeland
is safe and secure.
The sons and daughters heading out to the sea,
some I know are on the USS Nimitz one of the
biggest of its fleet
Like that of the VFA 86 Fighter Squadron practice
everyday,yet those that complain are greedy
nothing good do they know how to say

My hats off to all that are trying to make my life
a bit safer, God knows this is not just a war
its my sons life I worry about too
for I fear not just for his life the
scene such a horror

I want those that are mentioned here to know
your in my heart, my prayers said daily holding
back all worries and fears,
Please come home all sons,and daughters,husbands, wives,
sisters and brothers, dads and moms
Come home to us safely come home to our open arms.
I will be standing off in the distance smile upon
my face.
Knowing all my prayers will have been answered I
will have no more fears.
For all these brave soldiers gender not a factor
My heart will be with you, praying for their
safety, a smile upon my face just to see their
laughter
to feel their warm embrace

Come Home Men and Women Come Home

Silver Feathers Hawk
5/17/09
copy righted this day
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"Glimmer of Hope" Apr 22, 2009 4:15 pm
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You come across people you never dreamed you would...you share some similarities good times laughter and your soul...
But you keep trying as one might to find that one true person the one you will lovingly always hold...
At times the glimmer of hope starts to fade...but you have to keep strong
never let it falter or loose your faith...
Keep those prayers and wishes in your heart...if one falls to pieces
pick yourself up and dust off the pain...for life is
beautiful when the sunrises again...
Its just a sunset that worries the ones that are alone...beautiful as they are
it never compares to the sunrise...the light that will be shown...
Your path will lead you to many places of the heart...twists and turns
its a new beginning its that new start...
Don't let doubt take over your sensibilities...really there is someone out there
they are just waiting for you or for me...Take that chance on the one
your not so sure of...you might be surprised she or he might be the one sent from above...

Silver Feathers Hawk
4/22/09
copyrighted this day
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"Here I Am" Apr 13, 2009 10:26 am
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Here I am...in your thoughts and dreams
Here I am...will you please just look at me
Here I am...your so lost and alone
Here I am...can't you see me for I am your home

Here I am...waiting with patience and true
Here I am...for I am the one for you
Here I am...loving and giving
Here I am...that small slice of heaven

Here I am...with solace and warmth
Here I am...the sanity you fought so to bring forth
Here I am...your thoughts running wild and free
Here I am...the depth of your soul can you not see

Here I am...For I have been standing right in front of thee

Here I am...the love you so seek
Here I am...as you bow your head and fall to your knees
Here I am...your inner strength
Here I am...the one you won't forsake

Here I am...do you feel my heat
Here I am...yes this is all of me
Here I am...your no longer lost or forlorn
Here I am...you just need me there for you to hold on

Here I am...your loves burning desire
Here I am...I really do understand
Here I am...don't be afraid the strength in me
I will take my stand

Here I am...Look into my eyes
Here I am...I will always be your demise
Here I am...take a deep breath
Here I am...arms wrapped around you close to my breast

Here I am...that love you have searched for is here at last

Silver Feathers Hawk
04/13/09
copyrighted this day
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"Having Faith" Apr 1, 2009 10:34 am
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I hear your voice, deep, sensual, caressing...to feel that inner side of you.. what could I give you that would make you stay...knowing in ones own mind and heart...wow what a kick start...your heart its beating faster as I write I hear your thinking and it won't stop...are you sitting there with a wicked lil grin, or are you pacing wondering what will happen next...hoping she is thinking of only him...mind is going wild with thoughts of this and that...Where has she been this woman...have I found her at last...is she thinking of me in all sorts of ways...will she or won't she come to me oh I so want to play...unconditional I feel her there, these are the thoughts deep inside is she really aware...that is what I feel from you and your wondering just how I knew...thoughts transferred through the air waves..feelings inside brings me closer still...have our prayers been answered praying it will not be a climb up hill...thinking of what the feeling would be to look into one another's eyes...his so deep and green hers the shade of the sea...more turquoise but full of love oh I just want it to be...the touch that will come from a power beyond our control...longing as we do for the other to hold...the sensual feelings deep with in our souls a knowing not explained easily but riveted..bound by what our hearts deep down is saying...where have we been that life almost passed us by...a chance encounter no reason or why..a kiss so deep almost lost in time...feeling what we do...is it right it matters to both our minds...so in our quest to become whole, feelings of being completed, our hearts mind body and soul...that one chance encounter stepping from out of our box...one more time, one more piece of hope...ye who has little faith...smile my sweet lover...we are about to become whole...the feelings never left our feelings of being brave...one more time yes or no...only one person can answer they only know

Silver Feathers Hawk
04/01/09
copyrighted this day
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"I know Who I am" Mar 24, 2009 7:01 am
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I know who I am
Have you ever taken the time to know me
Do you really know who I am
Opened your eyes to truly see

I am not that shallow person
nor am I weak
I am not a quitter, mindless, selfish,
Like others seem to be

My inner strength comes from selfless acts of
giving and sharing and not coveting
God as my witness
Who is out there that can handle
my kind of loving

Everyday at times seems senseless,
others taking...is there no minimal
Underneath the core of ones
intentions...lies that one part
The subliminal

I know who I am and what I am about
But others just pass me by
the fear they hold the ever
feeling of doubt

Don't doubt who,or why or what I am
I to have a heart, it to can break
leaving sorrow, anguish, misery the
tears oh how they could form their own lake

So in the weakness of ones own defense
don't pretend to be something your not
the games and useless words others can
sense...
I know who I am...have you taken the time
to get to know me...taken that step and
really see...
Then if you haven't you lost from the beginning
because you will loose in the end
loose the who the why the what...you only
know how to pretend...

I know Who I Am
get to know me...listen and you will truly see

Silver Feathers Hawk
copyrighted this day 03/24/09
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"Life Goes On" Mar 23, 2009 6:15 pm
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Listening to the sounds of the night
Whippoorwill, Cricket, Winged one taking flight
The Hoot of an Owl, the chirping of a bird
Listening as I do, I can hear every word
I sometimes wonder if I have ever been heard
The beating of my heart plays its
rhythmic melody, beating faster
beating slow, this is how I always know

Life goes on as it does

The gentle breeze that plays on ones face
showing me how to take life
handle it with grace
Watching the humming bird rhythmically
flutter from flower to flower, no
care upon what is the hour
Time seems to pass by in such a slow pace

Life goes on, was any of it a waste

My heart it breaks time after time
Wondering were they ever really mine
Like that of the Hawk high up on its perch
not letting anyone close for fear of being hurt
In time with patience and love
I'll soon take flight on the wings
of a Dove

Life, it truly goes on
One day at a time
No more sorrow no more hurt
It is what it is
Don't fear it

Life it does have its perks

Silver Feathers Hawk
copyrighted this day 3/23/09
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Why??? Mar 14, 2009 10:13 am
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The tears they keep falling like rain wondering if they will ever stop again...there is no where else for them to go except down on ones shirt asking why it has to hurt so...letting in someone who you thought you could trust...wasn't out of greed or lust...but was given with all one has inside...showing someone they will never hide...ones heart falls to pieces like that of a puzzle...how do you put it back together again why bother its not worth the trouble...letting in another into ones heart trying to understand from the beginning was I being very smart...yet in the end one has to try...let it go...no need to cry

Silver Feathers Hawk
copyrighted this day 3/14/09
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"Weary Traveler" Mar 10, 2009 7:20 am
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Weary Traveler that you are
traveling near and traveling far
Up so early you see the stars
From place to place you go
hoping to make a difference
Letting others know
Life is what you make of it
so expand your horizons

Weary Traveler that you are
the job that you do
lets others know how much
it means to you
Just like any job, you do
your best helping others
hoping they can past the test
Motivation, encouragement you give
Hope they understand its what they will
need in this life to live

Weary Traveler that you are
staying for days in one state
or another
sleeping in beds that leave you more tired
than when you laid down
trying to accomplish your
goal in another town

When in the back of your mind
your thoughts drift to another
trying to keep in the fore front
of your brain, the means to an end
will never be the same
Your heart is some where else, the other
half of you sitting patiently waiting
upon that shelf
She smiles, her eyes light up at the
sight of you
The goal at the end is worth all that
you do

Weary Traveler that you are
the end is close, so don't fret
You know in your heart all that
you have done
At the end of your travels there are
no regrets

Silver Feathers Hawk
copyrighted this day 03/10/09
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