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"Feelings I show"
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Mar 20, 2008 3:26 pm
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He drifts in and out of here...waiting, wondering will he be near...will he see me shine today or leave me standing here...worry crosses my face...the warmth..the feeling I want for us to embrace...giving with all of me...my heart feels his pain...giving with all of me...I can't stop no I can't stop...I love him yes I do...I love him does he feel it too.
Will you ever know how deep mine goes...will you feel what I feel...and not run...will you hear the words I send and give to you...will you my dear...I give it all to only you..you know its true...this I will always do.
I love you with all my heart...love me back its a start...hold me and don't let me go...please don't let me go...
Thinking or reading
Hugging or sleeping
Loving or missing
What can I say...your mind where is it...can I come in...will you let me share your thoughts the thoughts you hold in...What is it your hiding from me...please please let me see...I will never hurt you my love...my love is so strong...loving you the way I do...at times life feels like I am in a fog...I scare you I know...the feelings I share with you...the feelings I show...but this is me the who and the I...I love you sweetheart...don't let it pass you by...please don't ever be shy...you make the words flow...they come from where I have no idea...but you give me fuel to write...the fuel to give...the fuel to let you know...The Love I have within...
Silver Feathers Hawk
3/20/08
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"They Are the Unknown "
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Mar 19, 2008 7:15 am
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You raise your girls and boys and try to teach them right...you worry and wonder...
I have no fear...till that day they come home and tell you they want...
A Military Career
Knowing whats going on over in Iraq
You shutter to think one of your sons or daughters are over there...Will they return in one piece are they ever coming back...
The Men and Women they are all the same
The gender makes no difference...how its such a shame
They are fighting for our freedom
They stand tall and straight no one knows their fate
Some are for this War over there and some are against
These Sons and Daughters...They are still being sent
We know the price being paid to keep our Countries freedom...We pray each and every day...we forget...they are safe...The General upstairs he is the one who is leading them
Whether we feel its wrong or its right...They are our Sons and Daughters standing so tall saying
"Its Ok Mom and Dad, don't worry I'm ready to fight for what I feel is my right"...
So Keep them in your hearts...Say a little prayer for each and every one of them
The ones who have already died...they paid the ultimate price
They have and will continue to go to this war in Iraq
They do so because they love this Country...they take up where we can't
They only want to give back
God be with each and every one of them...Protect them day and night
We know some will go and return
We know others we'll never see again
They fought long and gave their hearts
They did so in hopes of making the War End trying to make things right...
Still our hearts are with them...families cry each day...loosing their son or daughter...oh how I wish we could take their pain away...
God send down your Angels from heaven and bring them to your Pearly Gates...they fought this war for the right reasons they did so with no hate...
Give them Angel wings so they can fly...This is our final goodbye...
They are the Unknown...
Silver Feathers Hawk
3/19/08
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"Sons"
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Mar 14, 2008 7:18 am
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Boys are puppy dog tails, lizards and snails...muddy pants and holes in their socks...
Looking at you with that sheepish grin...twinkles in their eyes saying "Mommy but why"
Getting older as they grow...you see the changes..you think not much longer and they will be on their own
You try to help them when needed...they give you this funky little grin...Mom not now the guys are coming over...he doesn't want them to see you hugging him
He's in High School by now...planning what to do with his life
You stand back thinking have I taught him all I can...surely he'll be alright...
He's left the nest to make his own way..you ask one more time "are you sure this is what you want to do" ..he looks at you your eyes filled with tears...Mom I've made up my mind theres nothing more to say...I've made my choice theres nothing to fear...
You give him a hug and a kiss on his cheek...you watch him leave
You start to think back to the day he was born...God already knew he chose the right mother to raise one of his sons...you've given him love and understanding and advice...you've given him strength and stayed firm...is there anything missing could I have done more
He calls you now and then he says Hello Mom where have you been...I called to tell you I love you and how much I miss home...By the way Mom I need to tell you this...
Mom Thank you for always being there...the support and the love...Mom I really do love you please don't worry...Its really your Mash Potatoes I miss...You laugh and cry at the same time...you know he'll be just fine..
This Son this wonderful son of mine
Silver Feathers Hawk
3/13/08
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"Journeys End"
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Mar 13, 2008 7:28 am
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In life's confusions...I sit with thoughts and visions going through my mind...Wondering Why
I see the fears running across my face...afraid of life passing me by...Again...Wondering Why
Then there is you...coming from out of no where...with that little twinkle in your eyes..
The smile upon your face...giving of pleasures in your manly grace...not asking anymore of me than what is already given
I see in you the wisdom easily shared...I feel your presence and I smell your essence in ever aspect of my life
Sensing emotions that are deep but true...I hear the whisper of your breath...I hear only you
The prayers I have prayed...the tears of loneliness that had been made...are answered
In one Knock on the door...The life long search I have sought is at an end
For you my sweet have graced me with your presence...you have wrapped a love around me that has always been there...Giving to me the breath I use to seek
With hearts pounding as the unison of one...this is the meaning of complete
The 2 souls joining into 1...I give to you my one and only life to make whole
With our spirits finally at peace...Our Hearts beating the sound of love...our hearts beating...for we are truly meant to be
Silver Feathers Hawk
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"You Are"
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Mar 12, 2008 6:38 am
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When God helped to plant the seed of life in me...I am sure he knew what he was doing, for in the seed of life he gave me
YOU
You are the Sun that brightens my day..even when life seems so gray
You are the Moon casting its beams to light my path when lost and life seems its darkest
You are the Rain Drops that wash away all the tears of sadness of life gone by
You are the Rays of the sun that give me strength to tackle each day
You bring out the Rainbow to color all of my woes and fears away
Having a Daughter like you in my life makes everything seem worth while
All the struggles and ups and downs, you cast away with just a smile
Yes You Are the Wind Beneath my Wings for you lift my soul and bring Joy and Happiness to a Mothers Life.
God knew what he was doing when he sent you to me
You are my Angel from above..You are the meaning of a Daughter
You are the meaning of a Mothers Love
Silver Feathers Hawk
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"I let it go...I let it go in peace"
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Mar 10, 2008 8:30 am
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My tears they flow...only stopping long enough to ask...Why?
They trickle down my cheeks leaving the path they left behind
Again I ask...Why?
My heart fills with thoughts of you..Saying...there is my peace of mind
My eyes see the beauty you have left for me standing by my side
In your heart felt words of wisdom...I inhale the essence of your manly pride
Whispering in my ear you say...Let it go my dear...Let peace surround your heart...for I will always be near
As slumber begins to heal my pain...peace takes over letting the love of you in again
As my dream state begins...the clouds float on by leaving the softness of your arms surround my broken will...holding on tight never letting go of me through the night
I toss and turn and you are still there looking at the fear that is inside..fears you have left me all alone and you whisper gently to my heart...be still my little one I am not far away...hush your sobs now my sweet...I will always stay
So now it is time for you to let go...let all of it go and leave it to me
Leave your broken heart and will in my hands...its time little one to take a stand
Look me in my face and say to the clouds...I let it go..I let it go in Peace...I let it go...I let it go in Peace...My sweet one I will always be here for you to see...
Silver Feathers Hawk
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"Hecetu" so it is
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Mar 9, 2008 1:43 pm
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Feel the energy, feel the life, feel the tears, and feel the cries..as my heart takes your words in stride...
Feel the flow of me..flowing from the sorrow no more..I feel the essence of your spirit come alive
Knowing that life brings love in me and the peace I find is with thee...
In your heart of hearts...hear me pray
Life is but once around and the soul brings a forever lasting light...hear my prayers from deep inside..hear me ask why this is so..caring as I do..why is it still "No"..not this day and not this night
Wait my sweet one the end is near..the searchings coming to an end...patience little one...for I do hear
Come my sweet one...please come near...the voice is soft whispering in your ear...shhhh...shhhh, my heart of my heart...for when in the silence of the night you hear the cry of all your sadness gone bye...and you look upon me as i smile in the essence of your glow...hear me my sweet, hear me my sweet one your heart will soon beat as one...for I Great Spirit am the union you seek
Be afraid not anymore my sweet one...you hear me speak in your heart and in your soul...remember my sweet one I have the final say...you will find your sweet bliss...for I Great Spirit say
Hecetu (so it is)
Silver Feathers Hawk
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"Numb"
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Mar 6, 2008 7:32 pm
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I lie here raked with sobbing,feelings of what I have no idea.
My mind it races and screaming out...Why???
Lying here wanting sleep and all I feel is
Numb
My heart is pounding in my chest all I want is a night of peaceful sleep but still I lie here my emotions unrest and all I feel is
Numb
Trying to think,trying to understand not sure where my heart is anymore...confusion, fear, loneliness
This isn't what God had in mind, how did I end up here seeming so un-blessed and all I feel is
Numb
I roll over in my sleep, a brief awakeness and I hear the song play over and over and trying to block out the words, the meaning it implies, there I go crying inside and all I feel is
Numb
I asked God in my sleep to give me peace and please don't let me weep and the music plays and I hear its rhythm and begin to hum and all I feel is
Numb
Life is a challenge and through it we must grow but why...why do I have to go through this alone
My heart is aching, where will it go...who else will know...the hurt of not knowing, he let me go...was it just a game or just for show
When all I want is sleep to feel no pain
When all I am feeling is numb again
Silver Feathers Hawk
3/6/08
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"Try Again"
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Feb 29, 2008 8:30 am
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Sitting by the phone, befuddled and alone
Waiting for the special someone to call
When alas I hear the ring-a-ling-ling
Oh the phone's a singing
With a grin on my face and running
a race to my special place
I tripped over the cat and landed with a splat
The phone's still a ringing
Oh my head is a spinning
I pick up the receiver, smile on my face
With a breathless Hello
My grin from ear to ear
When all said and done
The other end saying
"Sorry Wrong Number" will have to try again
Silver Feathers Hawk
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"Tear Drops"
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Feb 29, 2008 8:08 am
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As I sit watching the rain come down ever so gently
I see all the tear drops from life gone by
The rain washes the earth as do the tears wash ones soul
We shed a tear for sadness or joy, we cry uncontrollably when lost or alone
But today the tears that are there are for the future that looks bright, a tear for feeling one's journey almost complete
The searching, the yearning for oneness to be...my tears this day is for God bringing you to me...
Silver Feathers Hawk
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